Tottall Shayarana Andaz !

This one is total Diljale kinda shayari  , I don't know how many of you would like it

but I have tried my best to come up  with a good one. Read it if you like shayari, 

I haven’t used any difficult words; it’s quite easy to understand. Hope most of you like this. :)

ग़म !

आँखों में आंसुओं कि कोई कमी नहीं है , तेरी याद में अक्सर बहते हैं !

कभी कुछ देर के लिए जो थम जायें , तो यह आंसू मुझसे कहते हैं ,

इतना ग़म ना कर उसके लिए जो तेरा हो ना सका , जिसकी याद में कभी तू पल भर भी सो ना सका 

हम आंसू हैं हमारा तो काम ही बहना है , मगर तुझे तो दुनिया के दुःख दर्द को सहना है

तो फिर जीवन कि उस मिठास को ढूंढ जो उसमें चाशनी भर लाये

और इतना ना बहा हमें कि संग आखों के रौशनी भी बह जाये !

मैंने इन आंसुओं से कहा , तुम क्या जानो जुदाई का दर्द

दिल जल कर राख हो जाता हैं जब लोग इसे तोड़ देते हैं , जिसे बे-इन्तेहाँ चाहा उसी से निगाहें मोड़ लेते हैं ,

तुम तो खुद बदनाम हो बेवफाई के लिए , मुश्किल वक़्त में आँखों के , आंसूं भी साथ छोड़ देते हैं !

यह सुन आँखें बोल पड़ी 

मन तो चाहता है कि मैं बस सो जाऊं , इक अकेले से अँधेरे में दूर कहीं खो जाऊं ,

इन पलकों को वफादारी का कुछ तो सिला दूं , खुद को बंद करके इन्हें हमेशा के लिए मिला दूं !

पलकें बोली ओ नैना , तुम कभी ऐसा ना करना खुदगर्ज़ बनके यूं कमज़ोर मौत ना मरना , 

तुम्हारे दम से तो यह दुनिया हा रोशन , मंज़ूर है यह तेरा हम पलकों को जुदा करना  !

इनकी यह सादगी देख मैं खुद पर मुस्कुराया , ज़िन्दगी के नाकाम लम्हों को मैंने दिल से भुलाया 

निकल पड़ा था जिस ख़ुशी की तलाश में , मेरी आँखों के आंसूं और पलकों ने ही मुझे उस ख़ुशी से मिलाया 

सच तो है की टूटे दिल के ग़म से मुश्किल है बाहर निकलना

लेकिन इस दर्द को  भुला कर मुझे तो है बस आगे चलना ! मुझे तो है बस आगे चलना !

You and Me !

 

Why destiny rolled it on my way, When I was willing to surrender on the right day

Agreed I took some time to recognize the wrong deeds,

But that’s understood as I was just trying to fulfil the basic needs

I didn't realize when those needs evolved into luxuries and I started craving for more

At that time I could just see myself in front of a broad ocean, standing on its shore

I had no option but to cross the ocean, , With no ship to sail I had to compete without fail

 

And I did whatever it took me to touch the horizon and go beyond everything

Even if that meant stepping over others and doing a bit of sacrificing

I swear I never wanted to do this but you forced me into it

I was too tired running around but u never allowed me to sit

 

And now when it’s all over you want me to go back and live in that darkness

Which would gradually lead to my end due to guilt, suffer, stress and loneliness

That sense of emptiness would eventually get me killed

And all your vicious wishes would be fulfilled

I wish I could do something to stop you from moving ahead

For the pain you have given me I want to see you dead

For once I even took out a knife to achieve that goal,

But no one supported me, neither my body nor my soul

Still I don't care I will stand alone against you come what may

You always decided my fate but this time I will have the last say

I know I need a lot of courage to defeat you in this war game

I have to take away from you, myself ,my mind and my name 

 

You can command and control whatever I do

As you are my inner self it’s difficult to conquer you

But now I am left with very little time at hand

Soon I will be dissolved in the pure water, air and sand

 

I should have got a last chance to prove myself innocent

But before that destiny had showed what it had meant

By saying that you will not be able to see a ray of light

I lost the battle without even getting a chance to fight....!